Monday, May 31, 2010

againn.

Okay fine, another week then no more. No more emo nemo, & skinny me will make a damned comeback :) plus TOY STORY 3 movie premiere HEE. Exciteddd !

okay :)


Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain.

John mayer is a bitch for writing songs that actually get to me.
and i have a heart of stone. sighh emo nemoo haha.
but motherf* he is hot asdfgh

Friday, May 28, 2010

RIP Pancake :')

Pancake :') big eyes like mummy eh :)
he used to swim across the marble floors to get food cause he became too fat to walk/hop :')



like alien bunny !


hamsterbunny with 100x the amount of poop haha.

baby Pancake :')

he used to sit on waffle so that he could get more food haha.



I came home after my chemistry paper and he was just lying there, eyes open and body lifeless.
It was the worst sight I've ever seen in my life I swear. I dropped my books and shook the cage crying like some Korean soap opera. Pancake was perfectly fine when I left a few hours ago. I felt bad for not spending more time with him and waffle thanks to my stupid exams so I before I left for college I went over and said something like, 'I promise after my exams I'll play with you all the time, okie okie okie?'. (okay they didn't react to me as usual, they only react to food haha.) I was devastated and it was the worst day of my life I swear :/
my friends were really there for me so thank you guys you know who you are, I really appreciated it :')
sigh my baby bunny's gone :(



sho cute right !

not sure when - 21st may 2010 :)
Rest in peace pancake, I didn't get to spend years with you but you've made a impact in my life :')
i'll miss you stupid fat bunny, ily :')

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Thursday, May 6, 2010

:) :( :) :( ?

i'm so moodswing-y nowadays :) :( :) :( :) !
then again I've got no time for mood-swings, exams are coming up in about half a month and I'm super unprepared =/ I CAN DO THIS I KNOW I CAN :X [ even though everyone thinks i can't =x ]

Sigh, should have started college in June or in next year's intake. I feel like there's no time to do the things I want to do, see things I've never seen before, learn new skills :( pole dancing was fun, went for a trial lesson that day & feel like it's something I really want to continue so I'll try to continue after my exams in June :( imissyou pole ! :(
I should rewrite my top 100 things to do before i die list like Melanie ( www.in-toxicating.blogspot.com/) at least then I can prioritize what I really want/need to do :)
list of overdued blogposts will be
  1. lynn's birthday
  2. my birthday :D (and my thankyou for buying me presents list)
  3. recharge b&w event
  4. high school reunion
  5. rotaract stuff
  6. my new camera !
  7. how fat my baby bunnies are (:

anyways i'm happy today :) and i miss him even though he probably doesn't give a shit haha. goodnight everyone :)

chocolate cravingg :X



someone take me to alexis please D: